The title comes from Porcupine Tree lyrics, and reflects how I feel as I try to restart this blog. I am sitting at a cybercafe in southern France, and I decided it was time to revive my blog. It is odd to read the blog since I have not used it in months now: it is as if I am reading about another person. I don’t have time at the moment to summarize what I’ve done or seen or read or why I stopped blogging… but I expect it will happen slowly over the next few posts. I am heading to Spain next week, and so am trying to use my time in France as effectively as possible. Practicing French will be much harder from now on.